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[Sep. 11th, 2006|06:07 pm] |
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its been a long time since i updated this here journal. i don't remember when i last updated so i'll recap. back in april i got a possession and paraphanelia charge. bought a new car(new to me anyway). got sentenced to 9 months of probabtion. and got my license taken away for 6 months. i've been going to drug and alcohol related classes since the end of june, and will have to continue to go until they think i'm done. since i haven't been able to drive i have had more money but i still have to pay a few hundred towards court and probation and shit every month but atleast i still have some dough. anyway i still work at discount tire which is cool. i'm learning more there so i can go fulltime and be a salary employee and make bank. so thats cool. uhmmmm....i still live with my parents which sucks big time cause i can't drive so when i get home i'm pretty much stuck here. i haven't drank for a few months and i haven't smoked since april so thats good i guess. i dunno if i will really ever do any of that stuff again. having to pay so much fuckin money to the state sucks dick and thats the main reason i wouldn't do any of that shit anymore. plus i want to get promoted and shit so yeah. i'll probably continue to drink but not like i used to. so whoever was around when i would go crazy while drunk and wander off and come back in the morning with a crazy story. or wake up in someone elses house not knowing where i was, or waking up and having cuts and bruises all over me. they are over. so yeah. my life is goin pretty good i think. still with jaimie. i love her a whole lot. i got a phone too on saturday so i'm all stoked haha. anyway i gotta clean my room and shit so till next time..R.I.P. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2006|01:22 am] |
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i have two tattoos now. i'm moving closer to being a badass. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|10:05 pm] |
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i discovered something new for releasing stress. it works better than any drug ever. i like it.
i know at the end of the day i'll be able to do it and feel better. |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2006|02:10 pm] |
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my situation sucks. god i hate myself |
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[Jan. 17th, 2006|01:20 pm] |
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its my birfday on friday! horay for me! |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|04:58 pm] |
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i don't know why i am updating....yeah.. |
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[Jul. 20th, 2005|03:34 pm] |
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counting today, i'll be home in two days...thats awesome! |
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[Jul. 19th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
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i'm coming home on friday..hooray! and i'm getting 400 bucks! hooray again! |
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| Hot Rod Funeral |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
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nikki bought a new car, and i had a dream today that the car she bought was a dark purple, with a black pearl paint job, and like a black hemp top or something similar. it was awesome. i was totally jealous of her in my dream, but i specifically remember acting like a hardass haha. anyway thats all i had to say. oh and i'm a nerd. and i miss my lady..i bought her a gift, i bought nikki a gift, bradley a gift, and jestia a gift. i have one more of the things i got for those three, but i don't know who to give it to, we'll see who wants it the worst. i bought jaimie a real gift though, all the other ones are pretty small compared. anyway tomorrow i'm goin to be a lumber jack! |
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| fix me, fix my head, fix me please i don't want to be dead. |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|08:53 pm] |
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one more week. this week is giong to be filled with the chopping of wood, and sawing of wood, and painting the house. today my aunt said she wants to just get me a plane ticket home, like on saturday, which i was totally excited about, so she called my mom and asked her whats he though and my mom was like well we're going to be gone this upcoming weekend, so i would have either had to come home thursday which would have been awesome or on monday. i don't think and neither does my aunt that i could get all the wood cut up and house painted in three days, so! i'm probably going to be coming home on monday.....which i am so mad about you have no idea. i told my parents that people would come and get me but she wouldn't have it, or my dad wouldn't have it i don't know. so anyway i fucking hate em. i don't want to be here an longer than i actually need to be. maybe something will happen and i'll actually get to come home on saturday. i missed billy idol today, and monster squad yesterday, and street dogs tonight, and throw rag. that makes me mad too, i guess i have to miss shows sometimes. i can't get to everyone i want. my lady went to all the shows so i hope she has a good time alongw ith nikki and everyone else. bah! i'm so miserable here, i think the only time i'm going to come up here after this is when my grandma dies.
well i guess on a lighter note i went to the beach today, and someone either drown or almost drown, they had the hellicopter out and the little uscg boat out. there were lots of people on the beach watching and flying kites. i went to marsh's free museum and got some stuff, a few jake the alligator man stickers and a gift for jaimie. i even saw a few punkers there. i didn't really talk to them all i said was,"i'm guessing you kats aren't from around here." and they all laughed. then i told em i wasn't either and we went on our way. so anyway life sucks horse nuts in washington state, especially in Naselle. i....guess....i'll.....go....read..or..something...*pukes* |
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|08:38 pm] |
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i don't know why i feel the need to update, i'm pretty sure no one reads this, but thats alright i don't really care. its supposed to be a place for me to vent right? right. so here we go. i don't want to be a jealous boyfriend but when i see comments on myspace(stupid i know) to my ladyfriend from boys who i don't really know, and don't know how they work, and the comments are like "oh your so hot" or "i love you!", "we should get together!" and my lady assures me that the kid means no harm and is just that way. i don't buy it. i mean my girlfriend is a girl and i'm a boy, and i know how boys work, and she knows how girls work. well i think i know how they work. as far as i know if a boy were to leave a comment on a girls page, who is his friend saying that she was hot, they probably want her, atleast thats how i used to work. so when i see boys who i don't konw put shit like that it makes me mad, cause even if they are her friends, they know she has a boyfriend, and they know its me, but they still write shit like that. i'm sure if i did that to my friends that are girls who have boyfriends i'd bet that their boyfriends would feel the same way. i don't know if i'm being too possesive, or what. but everytime i go away it seems lie i notice it more. its probably nothing and i'm just going crazy. which is probably the case. i don't even know if any of that i just wrote made any sense, but i feel a little better now that i've written it. i guess i just need to talk to my lady and tell her that its bothering me. i love her to death. i love her! i don't know if i should be worrying though. i know she loves me, i just don't want THEM to try anything while i'm away. eh fuck me i get to worried. she came back to utah today. i wish i was coming home to utah today too, but alas. another week. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|06:36 pm] |
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| | the dog snoring behind me | ] |
it seems like i only update when i'm not in the state of utah, i don't know why that is, well i guess i do know why that is. its because when i'm home i have all these distractions and never really care to update or anything, i always check livejournal though, and i always read everyone elses, i just never seem to update myself.
ANYWAY...i just weighed myself and i have gained 10 pounds since i've been up here in washington, which is only 3 days, i don't know if its safe to gain weight that fast but oh well i'm getting fatter and it makes me happy. i'm tired of being really skinny. i wish i was all kinds of fat. well not really fat just not skinny like i am. i know my lady would like me to be fatter. i miss her a whole lot, i can't even talk to her on the phone. it sucks. i miss everyone else too. i miss the hardingers a lot, and aaron_d haha i want to get back with him and austin and get our psychobilly band going so we can give the hellbound saints a run for their money! hopefully we can get it together when i get back. if we get our stuff together and dena and morgan get their stuff together maybe we can get more of a scene in utah. that would be very nice. i like the little scene we got now where pretty much everyone that matters knows each other. and if you don't know them, they probably won't be in the scene for much longer, if they stick around though good for them, we could always use some fresh meat! haha anyway thats all i got to say, well that and that my grandmas dog is the best dog i've ever seen, all it does is sleep, and want to be petted....heavy petting that is! hahahah just kidding! or am i? fuck i'm bored |
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| Don't Go In The Woods.. |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|04:16 pm] |
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here i am in washington. i'm going to be here for two weeks. so i'll be back not this next saturday but the following. i really miss jaimie. it makes me sad that i won't be there for when she gets back from her grandparents house. i hope this time goes by quickly. i have to chop wood, cut down trees, clean gutters, pull out trees, all kinds of stuff. i guess they are going to pay me but i don't know how much. it doesn't really matter to me. hopefully its enough so i can pay for the fine i'm going to get when i have to go to court on the 26th for breaking some indie kids headlight. hopefully its not too much money. i regret it now obviously. even if i didn't have to go to court for it i would still regret it, it was a waste of time. anyway i'm bored and i have no one to talk to. i wish i could call my lady but i can't. i wish i could go do something but we are so far out, i can't walk anywhere, and there is no bus that would even come close to my grandmas house. my grandma seems to be getting really lonely which makes me sad, i don't know how much longer she is going to live. i'll really really miss her when she dies, shes 84. since i've been here though shes been feeding me some real fattening foods, hopefully she gets me to gain some weight before i go back to Utah. i feel fatter already hah..anyway i miss everyone especially jaimie. and ican't wait to get back to utah and have a good time with everyone else. |
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| white lightning! |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|02:44 pm] |
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well...lets see, it seems like i'm good with my lady then i do something stupid and she gets mad and then forgives me and then i'm good for awhile, then i'll do something stupid and she'll get over it, or forgive me. i wish i wasn't like that but i don't know how to really change it. its not that i like to do stupid things i just always end up doing them. i don't know. anyway this last weekend was pretty out of hand on my part. its good i can laugh about it now but saturday night was no laughing matter, i was probably laughing cause i was so drunk but a lot of people were worried about my well being and i'm sorry i'm so stupid and do stupid things and have such a big mouth when i'm drunk. anyway thats all. oh yeah and i drank moonshine for the first time on saturday and it was a marvelous thing. |
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[May. 15th, 2005|11:43 pm] |
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i got back from idaho on friday, and went to see my boys play. it was pretty good actually. they played at starry night which sucks donkey nuts but oh well. they had a new pigs head, a lambs head and the resurrected pigs head hanging, plastic all over the floors for the blood and a banner. all the bands played real well. fuck the informer was good salt city bandits were good, the juke joint 45's did good like always, and the hellbound saints did good, screwed up on a few songs but they managed it. starry night fucked all the bands over just like all the provo venues cause well they all suck! anyway i'm back with my lady and its awesome. last night i was hanging out with nikki and we went to a pampered chef party at her friends house and i won a paring knife! then we went to play laser tag, but i only wanted to do it if my lady did it, and she didn't want to waste her money so me and her went on a walk. i really like going on walks with her its real stress relieving. we were going to walk to a park but there was a group of people there so we walked around this building right next to it and sat on the sidewalk and talked and then layed down and looked at stars and she saw her first shooting star. it was pretty fun. then we just went back to nikkis and fell asleep. my brother in-law and sister came from mass. yesterday and they are lots of fun i'm excited to have them here. my neice is really cute too. anyway its good to be home. thats all i got......R.I.P. |
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[May. 13th, 2005|01:39 pm] |
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i'm coming back to utah today! horray for me! i was thinking i would pay 60 bucks to see the adicts. just a random thought. anyway horray for me going home! |
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[May. 12th, 2005|01:19 pm] |
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i hope i get to come back tomorrow! i've had soo many plans and they all seem to come short. but these plans i got now should work. and if they don't then its plan k hitchhike! anyway i love my lady |
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[May. 10th, 2005|03:36 pm] |
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| | Humungus, I Hate Motherfuckin' Cops! | ] |
so i'm in idaho and i am starting to regret that i came. just because i miss everyone and my lady. i mean i'm glad i came with braden he is my best friend and i haven't hung out with him in the longest time, so its good to catch up on everything and be little hooligans like we were back in the old days with andrew. last night we sat up in his room sewing leopard print to our jackets and just talking about everything and everyone, about how fun it is to make fun of ryan, how wriley is hilarious and is proud of making ryan cry, about our old girlfriends and about the punk scene nowadays, about shows, old times with andrew, just all the old times we used to hang out. it was a good talk. i wish braden would move back to utah. me him and andrew all got to hang out last weekend. it was the best time ever, well it could have been better. but it was still pretty screamin.
like after two days of being here me and braden went to go jump some kids with a group of cholos who braden always smokes with. but we didn't jump in. some vato chick almost nailed the kid in the head with a metal bat though, but sadly she missed. only a few punches were thrown nothing more. then the cops rolled up and everyone ran like cochroaches. the best part about it was that it was at a skatepark and all the littel skater kids were like wow this is going to be awesome. they were all sitting around waiting for the show.
anyway the moral of the story is i want to come back to utah to be with my lady and my friends. AND TO GET MY UCP BACKPATCH!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|11:53 pm] |
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| | MEPHISKAPHELES WAAAAAAAAH!!!!! | ] |
i saw the violent femmes on wednesday? i think it was wednesday, i don't quite remember. anyway they were really good, me and nikki got real mad at some hippie kid who was jumpin around on everyone and shit so i threw him down and nikki kicked him in the ribs really hard, it was a good time. after that i went to vegas to see the juke joint boys play a very fine show. AND i saw jason one of the lost and lonely rebels who used to play bass with me and kirby way back in the day and then he left for portland. it was so crazy to see him again. i guess hes playin the geetar instead of his upright so hes gonna come down and play with kirby and bradley and the boys and see if they can work him in as either teh lead or rythmn. hes a real cool kat. tomorrow we're having a big dance party down in provo for the witches sabbath. kids can only come if they are invited by one of us.(nikki, kirby, me and vince) and you have to dress up as either a demon or a witch. if yer not dressed up then you can't come in. anyway i have to make the mix for it tomorrow. then on saturday the hellbound saints are playing at todds, AND braden my best buddy is probably coming down to see lcb and clit 45, i love that boy so much. hes the best. i can't wait. anyway i don't know what else to write.R.I.P. |
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| just random thoughts |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|01:25 am] |
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well.....my brother is moving to kansas? i think? kansas city anyway i'm not sure if its in kansas or the other state that has kansas city. it sucks i'm going to miss him hes lots of fun, and gets me in really competitive moods. anyway he and his wife had their second kid like two weeks ago, shes pretty cute. my other sister who lives in washington had a baby also, but it wasn't due until june so it only weighs something like 2 pounds. it's been alive since i think the last week in march, but i heard tonight that it isn't doin so hot. it will make me real sad if she doesn't make it, i've only seen pictures but shes a cute little lady. anyway...since i've moved out of the "Psycho Mansion" i've heard that it gets really boring and everyone that goes over there now misses me always being there. nikki told me the other day that she wishes i lived there still cause she comes home and just sits on her bed for like hours and is bored out of her mind. i didn't know i was that fun, i always thought i was kind of annoying.....but i went down there tonight and a whole bunch of people told me that shit so it made me feel better than i was feeling. it was my friend moses' birthday today, hes a real cool kid i wish i did stuff with him more often. i miss living with nikki she is lots of fun. vince is pretty fun too, kirby can be fun but i think i got too much of him while i lived there so its good to get a break. my lady came back and it made me so happy, i don't know if i've already talked about this so i'm either saying it again or for the first time...anyway it kind of sucks cause everyone else wants to hang out with her so i can't see as much of her as i would like but i'll live, she tries to make everyone happy but it doesn't always work like that. anyway i love her and i love all my friends. i don't know what else to say....i think thats it.
p.s. if you didn't go to burts on tuesday to see the independents and the hellbound saints you missed a fucking good show!
p.s. yes i did get into the bar and yes i'm only 17 MUAHAHAHAH! |
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